Right now I'm just waiting til my dad comes home for his lunch break. Then I'll work. I might clean in a min..

For no reason to blame I've been getting into the Tekken games abit more and am thinking of cosplaying Leo 8D but I shouldn't until I've completed the list of other cosplays 8D;;;;

Which I shall mention:

-Daisuke Niwa. Still in progress.. just the wig is being a pain ;U; I still love that wig though.

-Finnian. still need to save up for the fabric for the shirt and pants.. otherwise I'll cosplay the alternative version I've found.. I need to catch up with this manga ><;

-Red head (FF Agito). Before I can start him I need to finish G's cosplay.. Same game (but a FEMALE CHARACTER :O MY MY) I'm really looking forward to this cosplay 8DDDDD

- (DREAM COSPLAY) Full armour Ratchet. Head to toe. It would be quite difficult but SO FUN to make 8D and people would only know me as 'Ratchet' Since my face would be hidden xDD If I can ever afford it I'll make a little Clank backpack too<3

And then there's more but I don't mind holding them back ^^


Only 2 of these actually have a limit. For Kitacon 8) If I gave myself a limit for all of them I'll get sick form stress X,X;

I'm not very keen on going to May expo. Tbh theres only a few people there who I look forward to finding/seeing.. Not that I hate the others but I get the chance to see them more often the ones who reguarly attend expo.. and only expo.

I'm hoping to go to Kitacon at least. And if anyone here has heard about the new years realated convos on dA.. I'm not going. As fun as it sounds I know I'm not welcome so I don't want to stress anyone there. If I did go I can imagine it would be just like that one comp party.. That and I seriously lack money.

And as much as I'd like to turn this postitive again I must admit I'm struggiling with college more. I've been told I'm doing okay but they also said that with my 1st assignment. Which I failed. Luckily though college breaks up in a week or 2 so I'll be able to relax and hibernate throughout the xmas holidays 8D

Oh: Today I'm getting my hair cut. Doesn't sound special but if I get the right style..My new years hair will be.. extreame 8)

Failed two classes in the last assignment. Found out a girl who did amazing work in her design book 'nearly passed' and I've got alot to do to 'catch up'. Thanks staff. No wonder I hate you.


People in my class seem to be more friendly and closer which is pretty awesome :D We beat the other 3 Fashion groups since we're hardcore >D and we're the only group that get along with each other- the rest are like: 'D8< ' ....>DDD

And because of college- I freaked out the other night. I had £2 to get the bus home and I had it taken off me since they wanted me to finish paying for the trip on Monday. With no money in one account and forgetting the pin for the other I felt screwed. Until I rerembered there were taxis nearby.. Anyway when I got home I was charged £13 (Parents paid) And have been warned to expect paying a bit more for materials and such in colllege D8 Basically:

-No Money
-It's November
-Need to post 2 gifts, and wrap 4
-Need to buy christmas cards, Birthday cards, birthday gifts and secret santa gift (and family christmas gifts)
-Gotta figure out what I need to add of Failed!design assignment before Monday.
-Need to pack for Monday
-Need to finish Design work and hmk
-Need to finish Business wok and Hmk
-Gotta buy 3 files (and wallets)
-Clean room properly
-Ignore family (distracting me with crap >>; )
-Move crap from desk


I was hoping to get back to my wig and Gs cosplay ;_; College is really stressing our group out. And I'm very tempted to lose it to the staff. oh!! Also: Noone in my classes knew my age. They assumed I was 16 instead of looking at any documents for the trip or anything related and decided that while other students were allowed to make their own way to Leeds by car.. I first wasn't allowed to stay behind, then they asked me to write a letter.. and then after telling and proving my age to them: They said I could only stay behind if someone was there to 'pick me up' D< Fucks sake I'm capable to do what the fuck I like! I know how to look after myself and have used the trains a lot! Just cuz I still look like a brat. >>#

G just came in complaining about problems outside of college.

...

Actually I'm very tempted to lose it right now.

'If you start feeding them they ask for more. If you use will power they'll know the limit. Otherwise you're fucked.'




Lesson Learned.

And I'm waiting for G to get ready. We're meant to be going out and buying her fabric for a jacket..

I tihnk I have a cold D:  Won't do any good if I still have it tomorrow D8

This week will be my 3rd official week of college. So far they've sucked £120 out of me. And they haven't been very promising. >> I hope they get their act togerther. Not allowing me to get a ood job either.


Postmna just arrived 8D We have parcelllllllls! Wonder if it's the equipment I ordered?

Went to the Matthew st Festival today. Couldn't find anyone playing in the venues today xD; Though I found some very nice hidden places..


Since a local friend couldn't afford to join me.. And G went to York.. I figured I could offer my dad to join as he would like some of the bands.. But I got a call saying my mum was going to tag along.. ^^;;;;  I have fun with my dad and respect and love my mum. But I feel a bit silly with both my parents on my own..  Before I saw them though I saw Kate (who was with her friends as it was on of their birthdays :)) and we agreed I'd take her back tomorrow as all the main stages open for performances 8D

So today I walked round with my parents taking a look into venues with special offers for the day.. Found a cute hidden cafe that also sell beer and white wine.. Showing G next time I can :D Found a hidden Irish pub (VERY quiet) a Vodka bar.. I think it as when we went in here I was repeatedly asked if I would like a drink.. I felt full so I said no.. but despite the whole bar selling at least 80% Vodka and specializing on vodka.. the drinks looked nice!

My parents wanted to take me to see a particular act in a club.. I didn't get asked for id. 8D And there was meant to be a band playing but that was canceled.. the next act in there that day was 'Drag acts' 83 They were friendly. Oh before I forget: It wasn't until I went to the toilets and looked around the place that I learned: I was taken into a gay bar 8D;; by my parents. Either they're brave and awesome or very embarrassing.
xDDD  And they're there again tomorrow x'D Before I knew what kind of place it was I said to my dad 'I might show Kate this place' OTL  Oh btw some of the places are off limits to under 18s but others allow any ages or under 18s if accompanied by an adult. (And in some of the venues they have a 2 for one offer with drinks xDD One place offers them for free at a certain time)

Nothing like a random post about nothing in particular hm? :D

In a bit I'm going to th job center to stop the claims. I'm grateful wth the money but I'm starting college soon (Enrolling this Wednesday) and the staff there scare me abit =w=;

Yesterday my da took me out (I pressume one reason was to cheer me up) though he said one reason was because I need more clothing for college. :) So I got a black top, new blouse for DNAngel cosplay, new pants (I think they look bad on me but I was insisted to get it) and new shoes.. which I'm wearing now.. and love xD

Also today my uncle is staying over.. I find it cool but he's a bit crazy xD; He refers to himself in Manchester as 'the caretaker' as he like to look after anyone in his home.. something like that..

And this weekend I'm taking G with me to get her fabrics and pay more into my treat :) The fabrics are to make her Agito cosplay and my treat is Daisukes top hat :3 I won't talk about the hat too much because I should really keep all my money for a new place ^^;


Oh and I think later today I'll call the doctor for an appointment. It's to get him to sign an application for id.. and I'd like to ask him for anti depressents ^^ (I don't mind mentioning the anti depressents on here as the people I hear from/about on here seem mature enough in such a case... though I request no one mentions it on dA <3)

Oh- and sometime this week parents and younger sister are meant to be camping through till Monday. Don't know which day or if this is going through but if it does means G and I have the house to ourselves. And I get the house to myself on Saterday/Sunday 8D as G will be at a cosplay meet.

Got a mild cold. =w=; I won't get graphic about it but it feels disgusting.

And for the jobhunting.. that's still going nowhere. But I'm not giving up! v>A<v

Don't know if I'll rerember this but I made myself a goal. To lose weight. I have 3 goals in it. If I reach the 2st one.. I treat myself to a certain drink I like.. if I reach the 2nd goal.. I treat myself to either a product from dA or a psp (Though I can imagine the dA product would be cheaper) and if I reach my 3rd and wanted goal- I treat myself to a particular tattoo 83  I saw it on dA and thought- 'I want that. But I won't get it unless I tone my back'  >3<

Hope you're all doing well :)

So I was going through today thinking and talking about my plans for the next two years. I came up with a few goals and now badly want to see them through. But because of money it has to be one or the other. (Or even neither OAO) I want to go to the next few cosplay events and see everyone again.. but I also want to move out next year in the summer.

So I'm to either get a job while at college and miss the york meet/expo and mabye even Kitacon?  Or go to the events/meets and wait another year to move out?

I feel a bit silly and mean asking this but I really want both (But I don't think I can afford both ._.; )

A small one yes. xD;

Still having minor problems with Daisuke wig. So no piccie. Made most of Kates mace for the Agito cosplay. You'll get a piccie. Though it's not painted well or finished yet.

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And I styled the colonello wig into Spanner into Finnian. Not finished but heres: Some progress.. (Btw Aya has my memory card so I can't take as many pictures right now and I'll be uploading pics the tiring way 8D; )


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Only need to make the pants and shirt itself.. And catch up on th manga. I hear there are new chapters. O,O

Oh- one more thing.. I badly want to move out by next June/July.. but I don't think I'll be able to afford it. The money I'm getting now is to seek a job. But I can only work fulltime for one month. (College soon: HUZZAH 8D) after that I have to hunt down a part time which is harder to get here. =w=. Plus I'm not sure if I can afford expo... and if I do go it'll suck alot of money out of me. 8'D I love the people I know at expo.. And apparently I'm still going ^^b just I'm gonna be very skint for this year... Plus there a meet I've been aske dto go to- again might not be able to afford it.. and thats in 4 weeks. -3-  I want to move out so much!! I want to feel independant and try living myself! 8DDDDD But first- college and cosplay. ^.^

HOW DO I FACE THUNDER?! ;A;

Yes it's thundering out there. And yes it's midnight. I've already heard the thunder and seen the lighting so as imatture as it sounds I won't be able to sleep tonight. =,=

Goddamit I hate thunder. It fucks up summers.

Yeah.

Should be sewing red wig/making Kates mace/organising vacencys/sewing cosplays... but all I want to do right now is watch youtube vids =A=;;;  Oh shi- meant to be sorting washing out too >>;

Let see.. just went through a claim (Getting paid to look for a job. Nice.) Got accepted for college last week 8D Fashion and Textiles lvl 2 heck yes!!!! <3  PLus new sewing skills for cosplay hoho(y)

Hungry. Brain is melting.. for a while now I've had this thing when sometimes while speaking I'll lose thought halfway through a sentance. Like litterally stop talking and forget what I was going to say or whatever I was talking about. >8( Sounds retarded right?

Oh! And April wants to take G and I clubbing next week. Sounds okay but  don't know if I have the time ^^;

Recently got deeply into Hetalia but I'm refraining from talking about it because some people I know hate the series ._.; (Notice how many sweatdrops I do. I need to cut down 8D)

I had two plans and both got backfired DB<  One was to go to Bakabakarangers house tomorrow... (Mini cosplay meet in her words) the other was to take a friend round Liverpool and go on an adventure xDD But I planned it for next weekend to see bakabakarangers..  Now it's tomorrow and I presume the ticket is booked already. :3; I feel like a bad guy. I'll try and make it for one of them.. TTwTT;

brb dying in corner OTL

Just read most o Kuroshitsuji Skipped a chapter or two. Will read them tomorrow

And because of Chapter 33.. I WANNA COSPLAY FINNI SO BAD<3333333333333


That is all. 83; Good night&hearts;

As in 'Not ready for expo yet' OMO  I'm excited and can't wait to see everyone but I still need to try on the red contacts*, finish the pants*, take in the blouse* and fix the stirr ups**! MUST BE SPEEDY!!

Luckily I just finished the jacket 8D Can't post any images though cause I'm saving the batteries for the camera for expo<3 Everyones cosplays are looking amazing so far<3333333 I can't wait to get some photos! xDD

(Note to self) Tomorrow if I can get the above done quickly I need to iron my clothes and find the white socks**. Make sure I have the right make up and wig pieces too. ><  If possible help G with noting travel/food/money/etc...

I'll regret saying this later but through this month I'd been having similar dreams. ..Well. Kinda nightmares. The basic dream is me at expo. On my own and unhappy. And my friends are in front of me. Either they don't recognize me, are oblivious to me or (What I fear) don't want to talk to me. With the past expos I did have nightmares about them but they never involved friends. >> I hope it doesn't mean anything..

Tomorrow I have to wake G up and go to a little warehouse thing in town. (Aka college. Long story) And try to mingle with the new people and get out of class as early as possible. I really want to go through everything for expo. 8D

So if you're reading this and attending Expo this weekend: See you there<3


*For TYL Xanxus

**for Mizutani

( It looked interesting and will waste your time if you read it :3; ) H
- Hair Colour: Strawberry Blond/Ginger
- Height: Bloody Short. =_=
- Happy: Right Now. No.. I'm crazy. When I'm talking to friends.. Most  of the time yes.
- Holidays: Turkey and Rhodes. :) Both were awkward.
- How do you want to die: Quickly.
- Health freak: Nope.
- Hate: Some 'Highschool/Childhood Friends' The Comp and Sometimes little sister.. because of (another hate) Tom.

I
(In guys/girls)
- Eye colour: Don't care (But if we're aiming for the 'Perfect one' I'd say Heterochromia.)
- Hair Colour: Don't mind.
- Height: Don't mind (But I would prefer them to be taller then me)
- Clothing Style: Who cares? Just make the effort to wear anything other then a tracksuit all the time ^^
- Characteristics: Accepting. Other then that I don't mind.
- Ice Cream:  Irish Cream and Bananna *¬*
- Instrument: ..Drums.

J
- Jewelry: Earings or rings.
- Job: Unemployed and desperate.

K
- Kids: The ones in Beirshire are adorable ^^
- Kickboxing or karate: Jujistu ;P
- Keep a journal: ...

L
- Longest Car Ride:  4.. 5 hours. I loved it. (I love car rides)
- Love: Seems unreal.
- Letter: S
- Laughed so hard you cried: Every now and again 8D
- Love at first sight: I don't believe exists.

M
- Milk flavour: Bananna 8D
- Movie: Repo! The Genetic Opera
- Mooned anyone?: A fellow classmate by accident on a school trip xD
- Marriage: I don't have any thoughts on it.
- Motion sickness: Sucks ;_;
- McD's or BK: Don't like fast food places. But during meets I'd have to say McD's

N
- Number of Siblings: 2
- Number of Piercings: 8
- Number: 91 (It's a very positive and personal meaning to me xD)

O
- Overused Phrases: Haha, Lol, OMG, Awesome.
- One wish: To move stuff.. Because if you become more powerfull then the one in X men.. you could almost shapeshit! 8D
- One phobia: Thunder.

P
- Place you'd like to live: Anywhere.
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi

Q
- Quail:  O_O; ?
- Questionnaires: They're annoying but I must admit I don't mind looking cool standing by the cute guy asking me questions (It always made my college friends think I was being hit on xDD)

R
- Reason to cry: I think too much
- Reality T.V.:  Don't like. Besides Britians got talent (Seing the unigue skills is nice)
- Radio Station: Radio City *Sings* Ninty-six point SEVEEEN!
- Roll your tongue in a circle: =w=; I'm rather tired.

S
- Song: So far away - Crossfade
- Shoe size: ..8.
- Sushi: Tasty. :)
- Skipped school: A lot. I regret doing it for Fairfeild. But not for The Comp. *Shake fists at Comp*
- Slept outside: Yus 8D
- Seen a dead body?:  No.
- Smoked: Yup. Because I was the quiet kid and my so called friends wanted to see me smoke. So I took a puff and told them it's like sucking a dirty sponge. ¬_¬
- Skinny dipped: Yup.
- Shower daily: Yup.
- Sing well: No 8D
- In the shower: Love to xD
- Swear: Sometimes (Partically when I'm mad or nervous)
- Stuffed Animals: If Bon Bon counts... 2
- Single/Group dates: Single look more romantic.. But Group dates do sound fun! ^^
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries<3
- Scientists need to invent: Living on other planets. It'd be so cool to put on your address- Town, Country, Planet 8D

T
- Time for bed: Whenever I'm tired. I try to go to bed 10pm but most of the time it ends up 1am DX
- Thunderstorms: I'm astrophobic D:
- Touch your tongue to your nose: Can't do

U
- Unpredictable: Dunno.
- Under the influence: Don't think so.
- Understanding: Usually I do unless it's in an argument.

V
- Vegetable you hate: Sweet Potato
- Vegetable you love: Sweet Peppers :D
- Vacation spot: Anywhere warm and quiet. And positive!

W
- Weakness: Lack od sleep and money =_=
- When you grow up: I'll grow up? O_O
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: ..My twin. I don't know >.<;
- Who makes you laugh the most: I don't know I laugh alot ^^;
- Worst feeling: Rejection and betrayal. ..By a group of at least 10.
- Wanted to be a model: No. To unatural and bitchy.
- Where do we go when we die: Wherever you want to be buried or cremated.
- Worst weather: ..Rain and thunder.
- Walk with a book on your head: IT makes me uncomfterble. >.<

X
- X-Rays: None!

Y
-Year it is now: 09. O_O I wish it was the 90s...
-Yellow: ?

Z
- Zoo animal: Monkey.
- Zodiac sign: Cancer

LAST PERSON WHO…
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: Kitkat0110. ..I think it was because there was something wrong with her room then..
2. Last person to see you cry?: Parents. Lucky Bastards..
3. Went to the movies with you?: LT3
4. You went to the mall with?: you mean city centre. LT3.
5. You went to dinner with?: I think family... or the KHR crew from expo xDDD
6. You talked to on the phone?: LT3
7. Made you laugh?: Ayazani xD</div>

Besides the who dies thing.. I can see that happening- particually the killing me xD;
...Bordom at 11:20 -.-

I'm happy I managed to complete everything for Colonello :D Just need the boots Might post pictures of that up soon..  I also feel kinda proud of the pants I did for Kitkat0110 for one of her cosplays. IT'S GONNA LOOK SO COOL<33

Also pretty happy about the appointment I had with my aap advisor today- She's so nice! And a little bit goofy which rocks She explained how after a week or two they'll pay me while helping m get courses and a career I'd like while going through some pretty interesting activities (Sorry but it was roughly then when she mentioned free holidays and my mind went with that *w*)

I think sometime this week I'll go and get the train tickets for Kitacon ^^ I've got the papers for them and already paid and the hotel thing is completly sorted now. Not to mention I was growing so excited for the con the other day I made a list of everything I need for the weekend along with what clothes I planned to wear (When to travel there and back because I'm a loser ;3) and what food G and I wanted to eat (besides Thursday- We're to eat pizza with Zephir xD)

Btw thanks to LT3 she got me watching Stowm Hawks. =w=; It can get kinda addicting. But- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2BcQ78fBzc&feature=related    4:44 - 5:01 creeps me out. I cringe everytime I see that part =^=;;

A day or two ago LT3, Kitkat0110 and I were randomly taken to West Kirby.

Here's our bordem on this beach =w=


I think LT3 wondered off during these :3 Kitkat0110 and I had fun screaming 'REBORN!' across the beach >D

The day was okay. :) Besids the scary morrisions staff everything was peaceful.

You see when we walked into the Morrisions supermarket I didn't realise until LT3 mentioned.. that there was huge plastic mistletoe peices hanging from the ceiling everywhere.. along with red circles on the floor labeled 'Kissing spot' and some of the staff standing patiently under/over these things.

I think they're telling us something. O_O

Also I thought it'd be nice to show the gingerbread house (And man) I decorated a few weeks ago for christmas:


And a close up on the gingerbread man-

I heard unique sells.

(Sorry about the angle >w>; ) The side of the house :D


Btw ...

I just finished cutting and styling a wig (With some help form a confused mum x3; ) for a Mizutani cosplay from Oofuri

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I'd love it if anyone reading this could possibly give me their opinions and let me know what could be improved. ^^

Also obvious note shown- No make up and yes those are bags under the eyes =.=; I'm simply posting this up for the wig..




I know it can get annoying seeing this Mizutani wig over and over again but for now this is the finished look (I cut chunks off from last time and styled it with some spray) ^^



Also I can't wait for the weekend! 8D KHR meet in Liverpool<333333 Hopefully I'll have the bazooka finished in time and the place won't be too busy -w-v

Here is a random dump of photos <3


( Cosplay, luls and more )

Getting to see Pem again is pretty epic :D

First I had my interveiw. Everyone is assuring me it's ok but I still think I failed it. ^^;

Straight after the interveiw I made my way to to station to find Pem (When I saw her I thought: 'Yaay she's really here!!') And instantly we made our way around town and Liverpool one talking about all sorts! (Mainly expo, cosplay, friends, epic madnes and such<3) And after a while when we taled in a cafe and I think just before mcdonalds we were stopped by a saleman who goes by the name of 'Johnny *High Five*' Litterally. It was a high five before or after and Johnny. xD

He was awesome for saying some very mad stuff and making us laugh a lot.. I was waiting for him to ask our ages so that we could say 'under 18' and make him apoligise and say bye.. When he did ask and we told him only 17 he said then use this when you turn 18! The man doesn't give up..
I won't forget when he kept lowering the price for this day out (Filled with what he started the convo with: 1. Fun. 2. Pampering. 3. Alcohol.) And then he said 'If you can guess the name of the girl who accepted this offer before I'll give it to you for free. It starts with a J' So I said 'Jane' and it was a no. Pem said 'Jessica' and he said 'FUCK!' :3

I'm thinking so we get this for free? >D


Also near the end of our hopping trip I found these epic glasses for £1! (When LT3, Lottie and I were out in Manchester we saw them for £5) So sometime soon or during the cosplay meet I'll get a pic (And possibly a vid ;P) with the glasses on :D

So in general I had an amazing day with such an awesome friend and I hope she likes the christmas cards (and Lolly) LT3, Kitkat and I gave to her :D

Today was quite sweet.. I went with LT3 and a friend back to my school to say Hi to some teachers and apoligise we're a year late in saying hi xD

It was really nice to see some of them again! Looks like everything has changed for the better :) Looks like they're all gonna go in style! (The school shuts down in a year or 2)

And I managed to get the one thing I forgot to list for my secret cosplay.. And usually when I have to find a peice for cosplay I can't find it locally (And they tend to be simple stuff too >>) so I'm pretty happy I found this! :D Sorry I can't mention what it is yet Despite blurting it to one person and telling another.. ^^; I can't keep secrets -w-;

Woke up with it all: earache.. sore eyes.. the whole 'Common cold' shabang. So to kill my boredom at home I tried out the Mizutani wig. :D

It still needs cutting but I'm starting to like it!


WARNING: THESE ARE HUGE PICS OAO

(Btw the 1st pic is fail ;_; it looked a lot nicer before I messed with the colours)






Yay for lazyness! *Head/floor*   I didn't want to bother throwing make up on or actually getting dressed =w= just the wig and hat for me xD

I hope I can finish the whole outfit in time! :D Mizutani is my backup cosplay for Kitacon while I'm planning to finish Mihashi<333